Habits🥀

Habits🥀

You got too close,
And you were like the drugs,
I only wanted more after each dose.

You came to me,
Like a blessing.
But then became a bad habit,
And oh little did I know, it was just the beginning.

You know after everything,
I'd rather be alone.
But then again,
You call me on my phone.

These habits of my heart,
I want to give it up and say no.
But I know it'll tear me apart,
To see you leave and go.

I convinced myself,
That without you, I'll never be complete,
That I'll always end up,
Looking for your face on every street.

~anoushka