You and I🍁💔

You and I🍁💔

I often think about,
you and I, 
standing in silence, 
underneath the painfully blue, 
and uncaring sky,
Seeing reflections of myself,
in the windows of the cars passing by, 
on these serpentine roads,
trying to make my way back,
wondering what went wrong and why.
You were an 'almost' to me, 
this desolation can even make the oceans sigh,
there's no name for what I feel, 
just this unusual lost feeling, 
that makes my skin crawl,
something lonely, dark, and wry.

Now I tell the stars,

about you and I, 

as the pillow soaks,

the drenched memories,

and the moon sings me a lullaby. 

It was beautiful while it lasted,
as if experiencing an emotional high, 
sweet yet shortlived,
but it nearly killed me when it
didn't even take seconds for you to say goodbye. 

-anoushka