Gone with the Dawn🍂

Gone with the dawn🍂

Why are your hands so cold?
Because your hands are warm whenever I hold.
Why is your face so pale?
As white as the hail.
Why does your body feel so lifeless?
Why do you seem so expressionless?
Where is that brightest smile that I saw?
Why aren't you pointing out my flaw?
Why won't you say anything?
I want to hear you, singing.
Why does this night feel colder than the rest of the nights?
Why is everything so dull even after all these lights?
You were such a liar,
You said you'd walk with me, even through the fire.
With your body so cold,
I feel so numb.
I never had any idea because I was never told,
I don't have any idea of what I might become.
I wish you were here to tell me,
I wish that you could see,
I wish that I knew what to be.
With you gone,
I feel like a part of me is gone too,
With the dusk changing to dawn,
I am still looking for something to hold on to.

                                                        -anoushka