How I killed someone I once loved💔😢

How I killed someone I once loved..💔

I'm a murderer,
I killed the girl
I used to be.

A girl who used to smile a lot,
Who loved people frequently.
A girl who never learned and caught,
The ugliness of people around her easily.

I killed a girl who used to care for everyone,
A girl who's eyes used to shine bright as stars.
I turned into someone who's just fed up and done,
Who's eyes have grown darker with a heart full of scars.

I killed a girl whom I used to see
In the mirror,
A girl who's heart was full of warmth and glee,
Now turned cold and sees the world clearer.

The girl who was cheerful,
The girl who was full of life and wasn't tearful,
Now she's dead.
She stopped spreading love that she once used to spread.

She doesn't believe in the compliments
that she receives,
Or in the fake smiles,
Which once got her deceived.

She rarely smiles,
She prefers to be alone as the time flies.

She's been hurt a thousand times,
But finally learned how to pretend to be okay and pass fake smiles.

I'm a murderer,
I killed a girl
Whom I once loved and whom I used to be.

~anoushka..